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I will be but a memory is what I've been told
My locker will be emptied, my clothes will be sold

No will miss me, or so they type
Sure, my death will be news, until the next hype

Stupid, dumb, ugly, fat, loser lame
You should die they said, imagine the fame

Newspapers, Television, Facebook, Twitter
Problem is, my parents said they didn't raise
no quitter.

Miss me, don't miss me, I suppose that's your
choice
Will your heart even break?
Will your eyes become moist?

Do it
Don't do it
Not sure which one will win
Die before it's time
Heard that's a big sin

Stupid, dumb, ugly, fat, loser, lame
How I wish I could start over
How I hate this hurtful game.
Meet my friend
Who goes by the name of unbelievable pain
It resides deep inside my heart
And courses through my veins
Thanks to your unbelievable pain
Life is no longer fun
Then, more vicious verbal vomit spews forth
And everything comes undone
That is when it ventures outside
By rolling down my cheeks
Encased inside many salty tears
The only way it speaks.
How should I end it and if I did, would you care?
I could cut my veins open and let blood ooze everywhere.

How should I end it and if I did, would you run?
I could wrap my lips around the barrel and pull the trigger of a gun.

How should I end it and if I did, would you feel a sharp
pang?
I could noose a belt around my neck, jump off a chair and hang.

How should I end it and if I did, would you let out a shrill?
I could get a glass of water and down a bottle of sleeping pills.

Why should I end it? It's because of your hate.
You say hurtful things, you spit on my lunch plate.

You say you're just kidding, but that's not the truth.
Want to know how I know?
I'll tear open my chest and show you the proof.

My heart is riddled with pain, hurt and misery.
Why should I end it?
It's because you won't let me be.

Maybe I'll fight back...maybe, we'll see.
But, if I should end it just know this one thing.
I ended it because of you, you cruel, heartless, mean thing.

"Bullied, Dying to Fit In should be in every school library, therapists’ offices, and homes. It is a must read for parents, students, educators and mental health professionals."
- Healthy Moms Magazine

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Bullied Dying to Fit In
 
Each year, approximately 4,400 children commit suicide due to bullying.Bullied Dying to Fit In is every bullied person’s story and needs to be heard.  Will you listen? 

The book captures the raw emotional side of bullying. Though everyone’s bully story is different, the pain felt is the same.The broken-heart tells the tale.

Bullied Dying to Fit In takes the bullied, the non-bullied and even the bully on an emotional roller-coaster of tears, insight and triumph.  

For Teens, Parents, School Counselors & Teachers.

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The desire to quit life is expressed in parts of the book because that is the truth. Committing suicide is strongly discouraged as a solution to fixing bullying and/or mental health issues.  If you or anyone you know are struggling with any of those issues, please seek help at a support or crisis center in your area or online through local and national organizations.

SUICIDE IS NEVER THE ANSWER.

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Healthy Moms Magazine
Bullying is when someone gets teased, made fun of, gossiped about or physically harmed. We hear stories all the time about kids being bullied. This occurs at school, on the playground and for older kids – online, which is called cyber bullying.  The worst stories about kids being bullied end in tragedy and grief.  Bullying can cause low self esteem, thoughts of and, or carrying out suicide. Read more

Since cases of bullying became national headlines, the focus has been on the victims and their heartbroken, frustrated parents. And rightly so. But, what about the bullies and their parents? After all, they are the reason this issue came to light in the first place.

Home may be where the heart resides, but, so too does disrespectful behavior, like bullying. There are some exceptions; (abuse/mental health), but most kids tend to mimic mom and dad. After speaking with several teachers, who met with parents when a bullying issue arose in their classroom, one common thread was woven through the fabric. The parents of the bully were as unruly and belligerent, if not more-so, than their child.
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Unbelievable Pain

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I Will Be But A Memory

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How should I end it and if I did would you care?

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